When I proposed her !!!

I cant forget that “day” in my entire life, i was facing my 1st pre board exam of English but instead of studies a lot more was going on in my little grey matter. Well this was the most important thing of my life , it appeared to me that time but later a lot important things came and went away”. That day I gathered all my courage and proposed her . “When I was telling her I was so terrified that I even closed my eyes and thought of some thing else”. I already knew what the response would be as I never talked to any girl and suddenly I was proposing to the most smartest, sexiest girl of my class.

I wished I  could have received a nice slap ! at least she would have touched me. She already had a boyfriend whom she couldn’t ditch for me. She offered me her friendship but I was so dumbstruck with my own action that I was just out of my mind and did not respond.

As soon as she went away I was jumping in joy,  had gathered that courage needed for proposing after all its not that difficult to propose as they show in movies. Probably it was not hard for me because I already knew the result. But I didn’t screw up my exam. Just when I reached home I was taken by the dark sadness. Oh! God I had lost her for ever. Now i was feeling the pain. I was unable to move, my head was without that grey matter with board exams haunting and the pressure mounting on me I was just thinking just about her smile, her beauty and nothing at all. I was about to screw it all.